Assalamualaikum.. Let's talk about change.. Change is already quiet hard adjectives but again you wanna change from bad to better, it's going to be even harder... Why ?? Because Syaitan is right behide you... Now because a part of time let's of us is going to start make excusing for our self. So, we don't have change the day, because let's face that, we just come a lazy.

     I going to change, I promise. Tomorrow I gonna start pray 5 times a day. Ok, maybe next week?? Or next month?? I going to change as soon as I see a sign, as soon I see the light. Not ready...I going to change as soon a hijab fall from the sky, I going to wearing on my head . I going to change when big of Hidayah come rolling on my feet. I going to... soon.. I just not ready now.

        Then..when are we ready. Because we want wait the end of the world, that times you were ready, right??

Like when you have an Essay tomorrow that your teacher hang at you 2 month ago..and you started making it's to night...The changes is you accuatlly finishing startmaking is possible and then again the quality of the essay is not going be as good as accuatlly you had times to prepare for it that propebly.

     Same thing replied that you wanna change in to be a better person. If you have a slice of feeling want take  that change, my edvice to you, JUST DO IT....Because the feeling...of one thing to get closed to God is accuatlly is blessing, because some people that feeling with dark completely, so you should be thankful because you still have a life.. And my mother mention in Quran in Surah al-Raq "That Allah is not change the person condition at least they change themselves first.". Mean nobody gonna change you, nobody going to force you to change, that they can force you and at the end of the day, the person who were change yourself is you. Mean like nobody going control you, force you and whatever. Before that person is pray to you. Because the true is we can't avoid death. We can force it, we can control it. "Can you possibly come back later or give me 5 minutes, I just need to pray really quiet or you can take my life in 2 month again..NO...

   But then again..there also that you have to force yourself to change fasterly..not a expecting you to change Minggles to Blue middle night..We can also take a baby step. That properly the easy way to changes. The most important thing of changing is that you wanna change, you have be very consisten with it. Because a lot of time people have a problem where they wanna change and they ready start changing and then again be stuck in one pain for the rest of your life. That they won't change anymore.